it's sad to think that it took me until my senior year in high school to finally like it. but each year has gotten to be progressivly better. i have high hopes for my life now. right now im listening to peter murphy..im completely relaxed for the first time in a while. normally it would be a time like that that would displease me, just thinking about things. too many things. the world is too intense to really wonder about. my mind is learning to take breaks from caring so much about all of the problems that we face daily. i feel healthy.





anyway, fun stuff coming up. tomorrow night, football game in sulphur springs. most people complain about the long bus ride, but i enjoy it. i like to just spend time with people. i love good conversation. and then, this sunday, 21st, is pride. it'll be my first time to go, and i am looking forward to it. im normally not all "hey im bi and proud", but it will be a good time. the following saturday, dj irene at the lizard lounge. do i even need to explain why that's good?

i want this barbie. sometimes i surprise myself with how girly i can be.